I didn't know how you felt back in Kalos, for reference's sake. It was something I came to suspect here. Never anything I intended to bring up, of course, but it did come to my attention.
[The lightness is appreciated, and Sycamore gives some of it back in kind.]
I didn't know how I felt back in Kalos - or I was so deeply in denial that I'd convinced myself I didn't - so I'm not surprised you weren't privy to it. I'm glad, though. I loved our relationship as it was.
[....
...ah, speaking....of which, that...he needs to mention that, now, quickly-]
I meant to say earlier, can you...
[This is going to suck, but it's important to say. The last piece of the puzzle.]
...if you could...just pretend I didn't say any of that, it would be great. I mean I know it isn't that easy, but if you just keep away from me during Iris it will be fine, we won't notice the difference, I promise, our relationship will be exactly the same. I'll get over it, I just need a bit of time to do so.
If that's your honest answer, then it bears consideration, I think.
[It sounds confident at least, and for now that's what matters.]
I'm not promising anything; I would need to assess things. But any hesitation I may have has nothing to do with me allegedly being out of your league.
[He seems sort of amused by that latter concept, at least.]
Really, mon ami, I'm not certain why you believe that. I know why I'm out of most people's league, of course - [JESUS, LYSANDRE] - but I'm not sure why you think I'm out of yours.
[augustine for the love of all things please try to keep up]
I have a few things to assess with regards to it, as I said. It's certainly something to discuss again eventually. But I'm not saying that I'm disinterested in any way. Just that I need time.
[...well. That was entirely unexpected, and it's obvious by the mildly (...alright, a bit more than 'mildly') stunned expression on Sycamore's face. This is...not how he thought this would go; he would make some inane confession and Lysandre would politely thank him for the interest and agree to leave him alone during Iris so they didn't risk anything awkward happening and he's not disinterested in any way?]
I...
[At this rate, he'll need some time to assess things himself; at least to try and process everything that's happened. But on the whole, however...]
...that...sounds great!
[...he'd be lying if he said he wasn't delighted.]
Of course, I...take all the time you need, you know I'm only one message away, I...
[Sorry, he. he will be a bit more coherent in a moment, this was very unexpected]
Really, I had no idea you would be so surprised. That said, it's good to see you so pleased.
[He fairly obviously adores you? He thought he was clear about that much...]
Of course I'll let you know once I've come to any sort of conclusion. But I don't think either of us will be happy with it if we just ignore it entirely.
[Y-Yes, well...yes, well...if it hasn't been painfully obvious, the adoration is thoroughly mutual]
No, I...I don't think we will be. I have to say, I feel...so much better, having said my piece.
[It's even reflected in his posture; Sycamore hadn't been conscious of it, but he's been tense ever since he first sat down in the Groves. Now he can....relax, at least a bit.
...]
...it was killing me, to keep pushing you away like that. I think I rather like this 'open and honest' thing; maybe enough to keep it up.
[...let him be a little bit irreverent for a moment, it's. been a wild ride.]
So I will honestly say that I have no problem with you taking all the time that you need, Lysandre. I'm just...happy to finally be completely open with you.
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[That's lighter, though, at least.]
I didn't know how you felt back in Kalos, for reference's sake. It was something I came to suspect here. Never anything I intended to bring up, of course, but it did come to my attention.
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I didn't know how I felt back in Kalos - or I was so deeply in denial that I'd convinced myself I didn't - so I'm not surprised you weren't privy to it. I'm glad, though. I loved our relationship as it was.
[....
...ah, speaking....of which, that...he needs to mention that, now, quickly-]
I meant to say earlier, can you...
[This is going to suck, but it's important to say. The last piece of the puzzle.]
...if you could...just pretend I didn't say any of that, it would be great. I mean I know it isn't that easy, but if you just keep away from me during Iris it will be fine, we won't notice the difference, I promise, our relationship will be exactly the same. I'll get over it, I just need a bit of time to do so.
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Is that what you want to happen...?
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W-Well, I...
[...]
...wouldn't that be easiest? I mean...I suppose the answer to your question is no, if you want me to be honest, but...
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[It sounds confident at least, and for now that's what matters.]
I'm not promising anything; I would need to assess things. But any hesitation I may have has nothing to do with me allegedly being out of your league.
[He seems sort of amused by that latter concept, at least.]
Really, mon ami, I'm not certain why you believe that. I know why I'm out of most people's league, of course - [JESUS, LYSANDRE] - but I'm not sure why you think I'm out of yours.
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...OKAY hang on a minute let him just. Pause for a moment and try to process everything that was just stated because there was a lot going on-]
I mean...that's part of the reason I think that, you're practically untouchable in terms of...wait-
[....wait wait wait wait it just. something just clicked and he doesn't want to dare get his hopes up, but...]
...are you saying you...you don't mind? You actually want to consider it?
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[augustine for the love of all things please try to keep up]
I have a few things to assess with regards to it, as I said. It's certainly something to discuss again eventually. But I'm not saying that I'm disinterested in any way. Just that I need time.
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I...
[At this rate, he'll need some time to assess things himself; at least to try and process everything that's happened. But on the whole, however...]
...that...sounds great!
[...he'd be lying if he said he wasn't delighted.]
Of course, I...take all the time you need, you know I'm only one message away, I...
[Sorry, he. he will be a bit more coherent in a moment, this was very unexpected]
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[He fairly obviously adores you? He thought he was clear about that much...]
Of course I'll let you know once I've come to any sort of conclusion. But I don't think either of us will be happy with it if we just ignore it entirely.
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No, I...I don't think we will be. I have to say, I feel...so much better, having said my piece.
[It's even reflected in his posture; Sycamore hadn't been conscious of it, but he's been tense ever since he first sat down in the Groves. Now he can....relax, at least a bit.
...]
...it was killing me, to keep pushing you away like that. I think I rather like this 'open and honest' thing; maybe enough to keep it up.
[...let him be a little bit irreverent for a moment, it's. been a wild ride.]
So I will honestly say that I have no problem with you taking all the time that you need, Lysandre. I'm just...happy to finally be completely open with you.