[He'll fall silent for a moment, focusing rather intently on the goat that currently has his attention (it's got cute spots, alright, can you blame him?). It's not so much that he doesn't know what to say - he knows exactly what he wants to say - it's just the. the words, and putting them in an order that makes sense and feels right.]
It's part of why I wanted to...
[...sigh.]
Part of why I wanted to apologise to you. About the way I behaved during Sanguis and the...things, I said.
...oh hell, he's just going to run his fingers through his hair and get it out.]
I've had a bit of time to think about what happened. You remember that description I gave you earlier of Sanguis? Where it's angry and loud and wild? That's what I came over expecting from you, what I'd prepared myself for. So when you were....not acting like that, I let my guard down, and....
[...said...those things, that he would prefer not to repeat because god, how embarrassing-]
Well, you have the excuse of the moonblessing, but I have nothing. So please, Lysandre...I'm sorry. I'll try to behave a bit better during the triple moon, and the Sanguis cycles that come around again.
[...don't do that, he's never going to look up from the goat at this rate-]
I know, I'm just...I don't...
[......]
...there are some things I would prefer to keep to myself, and Iris drags them to the surface and intensifies them infinitely. That's all. But it's fine, Lysandre, really.
...I think there are some things we need to discuss. About...what happened, and how you're handling it. I'm not about to criticize how you choose to manage such things, but I know better than to think that it's something you're taking well.
You know it's important to me to help people. If my presence here helps you, then I won't argue it, though I'm still not sure why it would. Seeking closure would be one thing, but all of this is something else entirely.
[Sycamore is content to pat his goat for a moment, running his fingers down its back. That's...quite a statement, isn't it? But it's a fair one.
....
...this is a lot more than just closure.]
...you mean too much to me for me to just...
[...words. Why are the words always so difficult-]
...to just forget everything, after what happened. Perhaps I'm a fool, I don't know. But I love having you here and I love spending time with you again and...
[...alright, that's enough, time for...more goat pats.]
It's difficult to say how successful you would have been. But it was...necessary that everything continue as I had planned. Either you would have stopped me or you would have proven a hindrance; I couldn't risk either.
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A concession is still an agreement, in the end. The circumstances have little bearing on the end result.
[...Business has kind of always been his thing, okay.]
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Fortunately, unlike that episode in Lysandre's apartment, Sycamore is amused rather than...
...how he was in the apartment.]
I'm coming to realise that you're extremely hard to win an argument against, you know.
[Brand new information, etc.]
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[He shrugs a bit, however.]
Fortunately, I'm not interested in genuine arguments with you.
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[He'll fall silent for a moment, focusing rather intently on the goat that currently has his attention (it's got cute spots, alright, can you blame him?). It's not so much that he doesn't know what to say - he knows exactly what he wants to say - it's just the. the words, and putting them in an order that makes sense and feels right.]
It's part of why I wanted to...
[...sigh.]
Part of why I wanted to apologise to you. About the way I behaved during Sanguis and the...things, I said.
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[It seems...fairly straightforward on his end, honestly?]
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[Cute goat, cute goat...
...oh hell, he's just going to run his fingers through his hair and get it out.]
I've had a bit of time to think about what happened. You remember that description I gave you earlier of Sanguis? Where it's angry and loud and wild? That's what I came over expecting from you, what I'd prepared myself for. So when you were....not acting like that, I let my guard down, and....
[...said...those things, that he would prefer not to repeat because god, how embarrassing-]
Well, you have the excuse of the moonblessing, but I have nothing. So please, Lysandre...I'm sorry. I'll try to behave a bit better during the triple moon, and the Sanguis cycles that come around again.
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[Before we get into a debate about this-]
...I don't suppose you've done what I asked, and forgotten what I said?
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...I think that one is particularly fond of you.
[GOATS.]
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...I meant what I said, you know. About not thinking less of you.
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I know, I'm just...I don't...
[......]
...there are some things I would prefer to keep to myself, and Iris drags them to the surface and intensifies them infinitely. That's all. But it's fine, Lysandre, really.
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...I think there are some things we need to discuss. About...what happened, and how you're handling it. I'm not about to criticize how you choose to manage such things, but I know better than to think that it's something you're taking well.
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[Hang on, just let him grab this little goat and put it on his lap, so he has something to keep his hands occupied.]
But I want to make it clear that having you here helps. A lot.
[....oh, wait, hang on, dammit-]
-I'm doing it, aren't I, making you being here all about me - I'm sorry. That's...it's not what I meant.
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[It's okay, Augustine, for god's sake. Breathe.]
You know it's important to me to help people. If my presence here helps you, then I won't argue it, though I'm still not sure why it would. Seeking closure would be one thing, but all of this is something else entirely.
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....
...this is a lot more than just closure.]
...you mean too much to me for me to just...
[...words. Why are the words always so difficult-]
...to just forget everything, after what happened. Perhaps I'm a fool, I don't know. But I love having you here and I love spending time with you again and...
[...alright, that's enough, time for...more goat pats.]
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[It's said evenly, calmly, but unlike during Sanguis, there's no undercurrent of aggression. It simply is.]
It took some time before I could listen to them. But eventually I did.
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I honestly can't remember how many I left you.
[Just a statement of fact, nothing more. There were...many, many attempts to get in contact, that day.
...]
...what did you think, after you listened to them?
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[It isn't answering the question, but...]
Nothing that happened was your fault, you know.
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I know, mon ami. You've made that quite clear. Emotions just don't tend to be rational, that's all, despite my best efforts.
[And that's without Iris making everything hellish...]
Can I ask you a question? It's....probably not going to be an easy one, but I want to know if I've got the right answer.
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[He can't guarantee that he'll answer, or that he'll answer well, but he'll at least hear it.]
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Why did you never tell me about Team Flare, and your plan?
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Of course not. I would have done anything in my power to convince you to stop.
[...he'll even look up from the goat, with a small smile.]
That was what I thought, by the way. I've had a bit of time to puzzle it out.
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It's difficult to say how successful you would have been. But it was...necessary that everything continue as I had planned. Either you would have stopped me or you would have proven a hindrance; I couldn't risk either.
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